Myself

*sighs* For the past couple of days I have sat home & did absolutley nothing. My phone & tv were the only things keeping me occupied. I didn’t socialize. I haven’t went out anywhere. I didn’t even make a phone call. Not even bother to text someone. I just sat here & let myself stay stuck. Just to see if i would go crazy. I started thinking. Thinking about what I wanted to do with the rest of my life. & I decided not to tell anyone about what I wanted to do. I don’t need anyone else’s opinion. Opinions in my book, kill all dreams. No matter what someone will have a negative opinion on what you are doing or what you want to do. So I decided to stay silent. I went missing. So far I’m getting tired of it. My life needs to be back on track. But i don’t know where to begin or how to fix it.